There is no shame in doing all or part of the session sitting down. It can even make the session more intimate if you do it sitting down. You can easily spank while sitting down if you find the right angle. You don’t have to stand and humiliate, play sensory games, or make the sub follow your orders. You can still be in a position of power even if you are not physically standing over the sub. If you take care of your health during the session by taking electrolytes and salt now and then, you can avoid pre-syncope (fainting attacks) after standing for a while. Because of my disability, the physical exertion involved in the session is very demanding, but compared to other types of escortpark hot cams, this is the most hands-on and enjoyable job I have ever had. Even if you take precautions, it’s easy for symptoms to come back after a session. Sometimes I need to rest for a few days after a session and try not to blame myself for it. Imposter syndrome is common among people with disabilities, including me, a disabled porn star, but I think it’s even harder as a disabled escortpark porn star when people tell me, “You It’s not necessarily true. The world is not made for disabled people, so we have some limitations. Sometimes it’s hard enough just to get out of bed, but not many able-bodied people can understand that. It’s tempting that I often don’t have the energy to go out to get groceries, but because I’m so passionate about porn, it’s easier to get a session in than any other activity. I can be very tired the day before, but the anticipation of the session helps me maintain my energy levels, even when I’m symptom-free. This doesn’t mean that my symptoms make it hard or doable to get a session in, but rather that it’s easier to do something that feels fulfilling and even restorative than something that feels like a chore.
PORN sessions can be very intense, both physically and mentally. Being neurodivergent, having POTS and EDS can greatly impact your performance, but that’s not necessarily a bad thing. There are many ways to conduct a session that is comfortable and safe for you and your disorder. I’ve learned that as much as I care for my subs and their health, I also need to care for myself. I don’t want to cross any physical or mental boundaries that could harm them, and similarly, I shouldn’t either. Taking care of me also means taking care of those around me.
Being a marginalized, disabled human being also really helps me to feel empathy for subs. It’s important to know that even if you want to be treated like an object, they are complex and have their own issues. Submissives are not just toys, and taking care of their vulnerabilities and physical or mental variances is essential to having a good session and an essential part of being a good Dom. Being a porn actor means not only toying with and torturing a sub but also having the ability to take care of them before, during, and after the session.
I have tried different methods and have concluded that porn acting is the most disability-friendly job. I can sit whenever I want, work at my own pace, and take breaks between sessions. I can take care of my mental health and make the necessary adjustments, and I don’t have to spend 10-hour shifts on a job that doesn’t fulfill me like escortpark PORN STATUS. I have never received any complaints about my performance and I think it’s because I work hard at what I’m passionate about, and depending on the sub and the situation I have to be both caring and sadistic, exactly as they deserve to be.
