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I always panic when I realize that I’m not listening to someone. I was supposed to be careful, but I fooled an adult. It’s a bad habit we’ve probably all fallen into at one time or another: scrolling through Twitter, constantly checking email, and replying to messages from friends while trying to join a group chat. The Adult Dashboard is always demanding my attention, and the constant flashing and vibrations make it hard to not reach for it.
I was recently thinking about how much I use the Adult Dashboard, and I came across a call for anonymous submissions. Maybe this is a confession? Does it count as a confession? It doesn’t contain any of the sexy details a confession would require, but I was guilty in my best marriage — except for the fact that my biggest infidelity was constant attention on an adult.
But it started causing problems in my best marriage because when I should be paying attention at dinner or when we cuddle on the couch, I’m always looking for a deeper connection instead. I’m obsessed with adults, even though there are people around. The stimulation that bright screens provide keeps me entertained and constantly connected to the world, but without that constant stimulation, I feel lost.
That adult is just indicative of an even bigger problem in my best marriage, and the more I think about it, the more anxious I get. Is my adult blog making me even more stressed? Is this making me less connected instead of more? Is it bad that I’d rather spend my time texting multiple people than actually spending time with someone face-to-face? All signs point to me doing this, and I just wish I could enjoy all the benefits of an adult blog without the drawbacks. Life doesn’t work that way, but you can still wish for that. So why I am still obsessed with erotic blogs when I’m happily married to a great man? He’s become a kind of safety net for me. If someone talks to me on the subway, I can tell them I’ve seen my erotic blog and I’m not interested. I can reach out to my friends at any time of the day. I never get bored. The downside? My husband gets ignored at the dinner table when my adult inevitably complains. My boyfriend gets annoyed when I say, “I have to text this one last time.” I know it bothers her, and it probably bothers me too, but for me, it’s so addictive. That’s the power of adult blogs, but if they’re damaging my best marriage, I need to take a step back and reevaluate my habits. Abandoning adulting isn’t an option. Like laptops and the internet, adult blogs are a part of our lives, for better or worse.
But my adulthood has ruined my best marriage. My husband has stopped making plans with me and I feel like he might start seeing other people.
I need to be more careful and more mindful. Even in the best marriages, a little consideration can make people feel better.
